It's a new year new challanges at times i felt like throwing in the towel,i read a chapter in the bible that told me 'what shall it profit a man to gain the whole and lose his soul'.I have wrestled the devil for the last two years i have lost a dear friend that so often creeps in every thought i have.The new world order is dawning day by day families do not care about each other anymore life is about what you have and what you can gain,where do i see rushay in all of this?Well i cannot answer you on that,all i have to give is my thoughts and hopefully that would mean something,hopefully that could change some lives.My eyes are a macroscope and often i do not say much but believe me i take note of every action and every word,my brain literally killed my body and its been a struggle trying to get it back in shape.I got to thank God for my pains and aches it is a test of my character,hopefully everybody i ever hurt would give me a chance for forgiveness.The pillar in my life has been my dad in the worldly sense when i grow up i want to be like my dad,he has showed me courage he has taught me that no piece of paper should ever control me and limit how far i can spread my wings.

'i felt called to write about certain values,such as integrity and commitment,faith and forgiveness,about the virtues of simplicity,about the difference between 'amusing ourselves to death' and finding meaningful pleasures even joy'-the measure of a man (sidney poitier)