It's a new year new challanges at times i felt like throwing in the towel,i read a chapter in the bible that told me 'what shall it profit a man to gain the whole and lose his soul'.I have wrestled the devil for the last two years i have lost a dear friend that so often creeps in every thought i have.The new world order is dawning day by day families do not care about each other anymore life is about what you have and what you can gain,where do i see rushay in all of this?Well i cannot answer you on that,all i have to give is my thoughts and hopefully that would mean something,hopefully that could change some lives.My eyes are a macroscope and often i do not say much but believe me i take note of every action and every word,my brain literally killed my body and its been a struggle trying to get it back in shape.I got to thank God for my pains and aches it is a test of my character,hopefully everybody i ever hurt would give me a chance for forgiveness.The pillar in my life has been my dad in the worldly sense when i grow up i want to be like my dad,he has showed me courage he has taught me that no piece of paper should ever control me and limit how far i can spread my wings.

'i felt called to write about certain values,such as integrity and commitment,faith and forgiveness,about the virtues of simplicity,about the difference between 'amusing ourselves to death' and finding meaningful pleasures even joy'-the measure of a man (sidney poitier)

09 just dawned upon us and everybody is excited,as im resting smelling the crisp taste of green tea passing through my taste buds ears elevated to the musical notes blasting out my ipod i sit and i ponder!Half of us dont listen to our dreams half of us dont action on our wants.When i was young i asked myself what do you want out of life? I had to give myself over twenty years to determine what i want,money is something i never gloated over.What i want is still not a concrete answer and i guess it will remain in liquid form.I know people from all walks of life some poor some rich some famous some sleep on the street,i sat and i asked myself where do you want to position yourself? I want to touch average people with simple ideals,i want to be elevated to a platform where i would be stared upon but i still want to be able to step down from that platform and be considered one with the people,my dad taught me not to want more than what i need not to crave fame from people but to work for God's kingdom.So i guess 2009 would not be successful if i do not raise my voice and thank God


I was greeted with a Youtube video of my close friend Danya who i have known for a number of years,in this video Danya basically reveals a project we working on for 09.





"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love"-William Shakespeare